After much resistance and hesitation towards the world of the blog, my inability to stand ground has risen and caused me to release my thoughts onto a world that really would be better off without them. For that, I apologize. Honestly, I have decided to publicly post for my own soul, that there would be a level of accountability in my obedience to Jesus.
I think it’s important to inform anyone who stumbles on to this that, by any worldly standard, I am nothing to admire or be impressed by. I live a typical American lifestyle for a 24 year old. I work Monday through Friday at a company that seems to screen any sane human from entering into the frustrations and obscenities that infiltrate the daily life. In other words, I don’t love my job which probably makes me a lot like the majority of Americans. I have a house in the suburbs and I mean hardcore suburbs. I think there’s actually a sign upon entrance into burb that says “Please No Loud Rap or Liberal Talk for the Sake of Children Playing, ok?”. I love the rap music. I have a dog that I hate. I don’t hate her, I just don’t like her at all. I drive a dependable sedan that gets good gas mileage. I really do like that car. Enough about my “American Dream”.
I do have a few things that make me a little different than your average American. I have a wife that I love with every ounce of my being (that seems to be rare these days). She encourages me when I dream and gives me wings. I am truly a better man because of that woman. I also have a family that I actually enjoy being around.

But more than all of this, I am desperate for Jesus. And this does not always come in the pretty form of joy and happiness. In fact, I would say the majority of the time is spent in suffering. To be candid, I am quite a tormented soul. Torn between what the world would say is right for me to do vs. abandoning this idol to fully obey Jesus and live like he lived. On the surface, I have it all together. I am nice to people almost always (probably because of my desperate need to please people), and I have done what the world has told me I should do. Meanwhile, there is a constant war within my soul between the flesh and the spirit. I am the definition of a ragamuffin. There is absolutely nothing that I could do to earn the Lord’s favor, and I am constantly in need of his grace. Dallas Willard says that “the saint is in need of more grace than the sinner”. So in essence, I am just a typical ragamuffin trying to be salt to the earth (hence the name of this blog).
What to expect from these posts:
1. Meditations of Everything Spiritual
2. A little Humor
3. Poetry (I Enjoy Writing)
4. Randomness
5. Criticisms of Social Norms
Also, the real Gospel and the Jesus Movement tends to offend mainstream Christianity so exercise caution when reading.
We bear each other’s burdens. As Jesus said, “unless you deny yourself and take up your cross and follow Me, you cannot be My disciple.”We all have our cross to bear.
May we all carry our cross to the ultimate glory of Jesus.

4 responses so far ↓
johntalks // March 26, 2008 at 3:32 pm |
Welcome to the the international sport of blogging!
You did a no no though. You started off with a kick “A” post, so now s faithful readers are going to expect more kick “A”ness from you.
I also love that on your Blogroll it is Ash, Chuck, Me and then the white people blog. Hilarious!
jdbailey82 // March 29, 2008 at 4:48 pm |
Loved your first post. Only thing I disagree with is your outlook on your own thoughts. I think they are very important and valuable.
Keep it up.
Jonathan Bailey // March 29, 2008 at 7:12 pm |
Not only do i love your music, but i love your blogging. Keep writing, i love to hear your thoughts.
offend, offend, offend! for the world-wide fame of Jesus
David Yount // March 30, 2008 at 11:47 pm |
This takes me back to the days of college when I first encouraged you to become an English major. It’s good to see that you’re finally putting that degree to use. I love what you got going so far. Can’t wait to hear more.